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Mahit Dzmare is the fresh-faced new ambassador from a remote space station struggling to maintain its independence from the massive interstellar Teixcalaan Empire. What the Teixcalaanli diplomats don't know is that Mahit's mind carries the memories and personality of the previous ambassador alongside her own—and what Mahit doesn't know is that the old ambassador got up to a lot of sketchy stuff since the last time his mind files were backed up. Arriving on the Teixcalaan capital planet, Mahit finds that her predecessor has died in a *cough* "accident," and the sight of his own dead body in the morgue causes his uploaded personality to glitch out and Mahit loses contact with his memories. Now lacking the secret advantage she was supposed to have, Mahit must navigate labyrinthine court politics, figure out what the old ambassador did that got him killed, and save her home from imperial conquest.

On paper, this book checks all the boxes to make me love it. It's a queer anti-imperialist space opera with detailed worldbuilding and a premise that raises questions about identity and individuality! I was invested in the characters and I appreciated the unique flavor of the Aztec-inspired Teixcalaan culture.

And yet... I didn't love the book, I only kinda liked it. I enjoyed it while I was reading, but I found it easy to put down and easy to forget about when I wasn't reading it, and in the end I was left feeling lukewarm. I think there are three main reasons for that.

1. It's too much like Imperial Radch. And I love Imperial Radch! But I found this book not as compelling, surprising, or psychologically complex, and it misses a few of my narrative kinks that Imperial Radch hits dead on. (This book is queer all right, but it's not genderqueer, and the man's-memories-in-woman's-head premise is a big missed opportunity where it could have been.) I might have responded to this book more strongly if I hadn't read Imperial Radch first or if they hadn't been so similar in so many ways.

2. The pacing is sluggish, especially in the first half. Some points are needlessly belabored every time they come up, without being developed or expanded upon. Yes, I understand that Mahit has confused feelings about being a nerd for a culture that will never accept her and threatens her own culture's autonomy. Yes, I understand that she is having a hard time because her predecessor's memories aren't accessible. What else do you want to say about those things, author? It feels like ages go by where nothing is really shifting for the protagonist. I realize the events of the book only happen over a few days, but in that case maybe it's not necessary to restate where she's at emotionally at such length and frequency?

3. Several aspects of the ending seemed contrived.

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I didn't buy that the insurrection would fizzle so easily as soon as Nineteen Adze became emperor. I also wasn't thrilled to see Twelve Azalea predictably killed off after I spent most of the book thinking "this guy only exists so you can kill off a character we like other than the main pair, doesn't he?" And look, I did want to see Mahit and Three Seagrass get together, but I don't think the intended slow burn was executed well. They're obviously into each other from the moment they meet, but the tension doesn't build or develop in any meaningful way until suddenly they kiss at the end, and then Mahit abruptly decides to leave the planet for no reason. I mean, yes, vague reasons are supplied, but I wasn't sure if I was supposed to take those reasons seriously, or if Mahit is just scared of intimacy. Should be good times for Three Seagrass now that her best friend's been murdered in front of her and the only other person she trusts is pulling this ridiculous "sorry but we can't be together because I need to ~find myself~" thing out of nowhere!

But hey, there's only one sequel, so I'll probably read it and at least see how it ends. (Given that Teixcalaan is Space Aztecs, the mysterious alien threat has to be Space Conquistadors, right?)

Today's regularly scheduled post would normally be book club, but book club did not happen this week due to too many people not being able to make it, including me because I am sick.

But before I got sick I added some birds to my year list! Let's look at them now.

A couple of weeks ago I went hiking at a pond about an hour away because I was in the area anyway and I'd never been there. On the pond itself were my year's first Spotted Sandpipers foraging in the mud, many Caspian Terns circling overhead and diving for fish, and a Northern Waterthrush singing persistently to make sure I knew it wasn't the identical-looking Louisiana Waterthrush.

In the hilly woods nearby I heard the loud, piercing beeps of a Great Crested Flycatcher, as well as both Tennessee Warbler and Nashville Warbler (and I don't know what's going on in Tennessee, I guess they have a lot of warblers?). American Redstart and Northern Parula are also back from migration, and Cape May Warbler was a nice sighting since they only pass through Vermont on their way elsewhere.

Just as I completed the loop trail and arrived back at the parking area, a bus full of kids on a field trip showed up, so I escaped just in time.

( Some more spring arrivals seen closer to home )

So that's 124 species in 2026 so far.

In this point-and-click adventure from Czech studio Amanita Design, you play as a robot who's been banished from a robot city for mysterious reasons and thrown on the junk heap. Sneaking back in, you learn that the city has fallen under the control of a trio of criminal robot goons (not these guys, but something like that) who are making everyone's lives miserable. Fortunately you're a clever little robot, well-equipped to defeat the big bullies through the power of logic puzzles and lateral thinking.



The game is wordless (and I seem to be having an era of wordless media) with characters' dialogue conveyed through little animations in speech bubbles. The hand-drawn art and unusual setting give the game a unique aesthetic that I really liked. I thought "this would be a cool screenshot for my review" so often that I think I screenshotted almost every room.

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Machinarium is on Steam and on GOG for $19.99 USD, but with the GOG release you also get the soundtrack, concept art, and other goodies thrown in for free, while on Steam they cost extra. (Steam has a free demo, though.)